Monday, August 19, 2024

The Companion

 

  My Answer to Life, the Universe, and Everything



I have written before about the moment when God said, “It is not good for the Adam to be alone.” Generally, I have understood that before He said that, it actually was good for the Adam to be alone. After all, when He had created the Adam, and all the rest of the world, the scripture finished up by saying, “And behold, it was very good.” So I take it as a new movement in the performance art that is the universe, and from then on it was not good for the Adam to be alone.

But why? Remember that the Adam is a self-portrait, made in the image of God. And God is alone – well, there is this Trinity thing, by which we understand that there are three persons but that they are all perfectly unified, so God is One. But maybe They/He doesn’t want to be alone.

So He tried some things. I don’t exactly think He was engaging in trial-and-error; I think it was trial-and-demonstration of possible ways He could have provided Himself a companion, someone who was in some significant way not Him. Ephesians 3 speaks of the gentiles being “fellow heirs and of the same body…” And “the fellowship of the mystery, which from the beginning of the world hath been hidden in God, who created all things by Jesus Christ… according to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus our Lord.” See, it was not trial-and-error. He meant for it to come out like this from the beginning, and created the universe by Christ Jesus.

First, He created the heavens and the world. Jesus describes Heaven as God’s throne, and the Earth, or as I have been saying, the World (ie the entire temporal universe) as His footstool. This magnificent two-part creation even to this day tells of the glory of God. Just the World, as we have come to understand it, is awesome, wonderfully complex and huge. And Heaven, who knows? This brilliant creation might have been the first attempt at a companion – but on the whole, it was too impersonal, for God is a person – okay, He is a multiple-person being. More on that later.

Now, the Heaven is a spiritual realm, a place where among other things, time does not pass. We have very little solid information about Heaven and the spirit beings God created there, but one of them was Lucifer. He was at least a person in some sense, as were other heavenly beings. He may have been intended to be more than a servant – but clearly that didn’t work out. It seems that he tried to take over, or at least got a swelled head and tried to grasp for himself equality with God. Lucifer was cast out of Heaven and into the temporal universe, where it seems he goes to and fro like a roaring lion, seeking whom he might devour. He did not make a suitable companion, most likely because he is not loving, a major property of God. So now he has become Satan, ie the Adversary.

Next, God created the Adam, specifically as a self-portrait, and that seemed to work for a while. God gave the Adam physical analogues of many aspects of His nature. He planted a garden out east, in Eden, and gave the Adam the job of looking after it. Evenings, God would come down and hang out. Not bad, until God changed things with His pronouncement. Then the Adam became more like God in that he too, needed to have a companion; the metaphor seems to operate in both directions. So then, God does another trial-and-demonstration. I call it an artistic feint. He brought the Adam a copy of every living animal that He had caused the earth to bring forth, and the Adam spontaneously came up with names for them (revealing another aspect of God’s nature, naming things); but none of them made a suitable companion. Sorry, Dogs, even you just didn’t cut it, though some people may disagree on this. Finally, God gives us another hint and uses a piece of the Adam to fashion his companion. I want to take a moment here to point out that there is a kind of progression here. God creates the heavens and the world, then He forms the Adam out of the dust (Hebrew ‘adamah’) and breathes into him the breath, or spirit, of Life. And the Adam became a living soul. Then He takes a piece of the living Adam and forms the Woman. Thus the Adam has elements of the dust, and of the spirit of life; Eve has the elements of the Adam, and somehow differs by not starting out as unliving dust. She seems to have a lesser connection to the dust of the earth (more on that later too). When God brings her to the Adam, he names her and renames himself in his first recorded utterance, recognizing that he has also changed, as he says, “This now is bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh. She shall be called woman, (‘ishsha’ ) because she was taken out of man (‘ish’).” The Spirit (ie the narrator of Genesis) adds, “Therefore shall an ish leave father and mother and cleave unto his ishsha, and they two shall be one flesh.” C. S. Lewis once pointed out that a more modern translation of ‘flesh’ here is ‘organism’. This bond that a man and a woman are capable of creating in loving intimacy constitutes the Adam, version 1.1, a single organism, made of two persons and the spirit of life, as God is a single spirit in loving intimacy with its various persons.

Now the man and the woman are together in the Garden, and again, God seems to enjoy coming down at the cool of the day to hang out with them. This version of the Companion worked for a while. But then, enter the Adversary. I have written elsewhere about Original Sin, ie, the sin of our origin, so I will be brief here. The Serpent fooled Eve into taking some of the fruit of the tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, with the suggestion that she could be “like God”. Typical of the Adversary, this suggestion had some truth, but filled with deception. She actually already was a lot like God, but who wouldn’t want to be more like Him? Here is the deception: adding the Knowledge of Good and Evil to the Adamic nature actually damaged the Adamic metaphor. The woman did not realize this. Adam wasn’t fooled, but he ate it anyway when she gave it to him, because that’s just what guys do, right? Then he tries to blame the woman for his own breaking of the one negative command God had given him.

Let me stop right here and say that I understand that the talking serpent is somehow Satan, but honestly, I don’t get the metaphor. Something is revealed here about Satan in this story, but it is not at all clear to me what it is. Snakes have been getting their heads bruised ever since, but the one who deserved it also got his head busted by the seed of Adam (when the Father resurrected Jesus from the dead), and there must be some sense in which he has to eat dust and go on his belly since that time.

Okay, so when the man and the woman were vandalized by receiving the Knowledge of Good and Evil, God had to alter the design a little.

First, the serpent. God declares that the serpent is cursed above all cattle and every beast of the field, and that he has to go on his belly from now on and eat dust (a reminder of Adam, the Dusty One?). There will be instinctive hatred between the serpent’s seed and the Adam’s. This mythological poetry about why snakes don’t have legs and why humans irrationally hate them is really about God and Satan, I think. I just don’t have any reliable details right now. Perhaps something has been revealed to others on this subject.

Next, the woman. God does not describe this as a curse, but he multiplied the woman’s fertility cycle and her sorrow in childbirth. I am not a woman, but I have been present at the births of my children, as well as the births of other mammals. I know that a woman feels pain in childbirth, but I would like to suggest that it is different from the pain of an injury; it seems more like the pain of great physical exertion. Still, I’m not about to tell a woman to just “shake it off”. As for menstruation, that seems a logical adjustment to the accelerated pace of human ovulation compared to most large mammals. I’m sorry for the mess, but at least there’s a reason for it. If women only ovulated once or twice a year, they would remain fertile for something like three-hundred and fifty years. Considering the effects of aging a consequence of sin), this seems like a bad idea. Why didn’t God just reduce the number of eggs, or do something else? You’ll have to ask Him.

For the man, not just eating that fruit, but for listening to his wife rather than the command of God, the very ground was cursed “for your sake.” I take that to mean that Adam’s eating of that fruit and its consequent damage to him is what caused the earth to be spoiled, or as God put it, cursed. In his letter to the Romans, Paul tells us that the whole creation groans and travails in pain (like giving birth) waiting for the resurrection. I think it’s because ol’ Dusty has a direct connection to the dust of the earth, from which he was formed. So now the earth brings forth thorns and briers, and it’s going to take a lot more work than it used to in the Garden, which they have to leave. Adam will have to work the now unruly ground in sorrow all the days of his life. In the sweat of his face, man eats his bread. And so must his children work for their living, for we have all inherited the Knowledge of Good and Evil from him. I assert that work is not the curse: it is the answer to the curse. Work is the Adamic path to redemption.

So now we have Adam and Eve out in the wide world (so they won’t eat the fruit of the Tree of Life – living forever but aging would be a terrible fate, like Tithonus, the mythical Greek guy who shriveled with age until he became a cicada) and start working and having babies. This sets the stage for the next try at a companion. Damaged as they are by acquiring the Knowledge of Good and Evil, they judge things by their appearance. This approach to life – is it good, or is it bad? – makes them unsuitable, even grievous companions for God.

In fact He considers calling the whole thing off, as the children of Adam continue to degenerate, and He decides to kill them all. But He just can’t bring Himself to do it when he sees that there is one man left that still loves Him. So he gets the guy to build a boat that can carry him and his family, along with a pair of all the animals, and drowns the rest. Noah is kind of Adam v1.1.1, ie not a significant change to the previous version. His children go on to show that as long as there are humans, there is going to be sin, ie the bad decisions brought about by the Knowledge of Good and Evil, in the world. So God is going to have to figure out a way to fix this. Satan is feeling pretty smug at this point.

With Abraham, we find God is looking ahead to a larger, corporate companion rather than a single man or couple. Originally named Abram (‘exalted father’), he hadn’t had any children, but God came to him when he was seventy-five and told him to leave Haran and that God would make of him a great nation, and in fact, “in thee all the families of the earth will be blessed.” (emphasis mine – this is another hint). When Abram gets to Canaan, God tells him “Unto your seed will I give this land.” Later, God repeats this promise, after Abram and Lot split up. God tells him “I will make your seed as the dust (remember dust?) of the earth.” Still no begotten children, and the scripture doesn’t even bother to say that Abram believed God. That will come later. Renamed Abraham (‘father of multitudes’), he became the father of many nations, and in particular through Issac and Jacob, the nation of Israel. The children of Jacob, renamed Israel (‘God prevails’ because God won the wrestling match), became God’s chosen people, which He referred to collectively as His daughter. There are many many lessons to be learned from the stories told in the Old Testament, and with my focus here I need to skip over most of them. But I would like to point out the changing relationship God had with His people.

With Abraham, Issac, Jacob, and indeed, Joseph, God was around in visions and visitations, not much different from Noah or Adam (after the “fall”), speaking directly with people in a still, small voice, so that it didn’t frighten them to death.

The big change came with Moses. By Moses’ time, Israel was much more than just a big family. They were an ethnic group living in Goshen of Egypt. With a strong arm, God led them out of what had become slavery, and when they followed Moses through the Red Sea, they were “baptized unto Moses in the cloud and in the sea” (I Corinthians 10) and so started on their journey as the Chosen People. After the people got to the other side, with the Egyptians coming after them in the midst of the sea, the Lord told Moses to stretch out his hand over the sea, that it would come back to where it had been. Moses did, and all the Egyptians were killed. It was then that the people, seeing this, even more than when they crossed through the sea on dry land, that they feared the Lord, believed in Him, and listened to Moses. At least for a while. In the Song of Moses. They recognize that they are “redeemed”. “The Lord is my strength and song, and he is become my salvation: he is my God, and I will prepare Him a habitation; my father’s God, and I will exalt Him…. Thou in thy mercy hast led forth the people which thou has redeemed.”

In this period, God speaks to Moses, who tells Aaron, who tells the people what to do. God appears in glory before the whole congregation from time to time, speaking with Moses, in an effort to convince them to do as he says. When the people murmur against Moses or don’t do what he tells them, God comes to Moses and says, “Why are the people murmuring against me?” or “Why are they not keeping my commands?” God is identifying with Moses, and all the House of Israel through Moses, and the House of Israel is trying to deal with God through Moses. Moses is both priest and prophet. This relationship seems to be about as personal as God can get with six hundred thousand men, and their wives and children. It seems to illustrate just how difficult a large group can be as a companion, trying to get them to put their faith in Him and teaching them how He wanted them to live. This is Adam v1.1.2, another group of children of Adam and Eve.

Moses’ father-in-law, in the hopes that Moses will not completely burn out, suggests that he appoint a structure of administrators and teach them the ordinances and laws, and let them deal with the small stuff. This is the first step away from God dealing with all Israel directly through Moses.

After three months, they came to Mt. Sinai and camped at its foot in the wilderness. And God said, through Moses, “You have seen what I did to the Egyptians, and how I bore you on eagles wings, and brought you to myself. Now therefore, if you will obey my voice indeed, and keep my covenant, then you shall be a peculiar [meaning special] treasure unto me above all people: for all the earth is mine. And you shall be unto me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.”

And the people answer, again through Moses, “All that [the LORD] has spoken we will do.” They officially made the covenant. Then God wants to do one more thing. He wants to speak to Moses out loud, in front of the people, “...that the people may hear when I speak to you [Moses] and believe you for ever.” They all gather at the foot of the mountain and hear Him directly as He gives them the Ten Commandments; but with all the thunder and lightning, smoke, trumpets, and the whole mountain shaking like jello, the people moved away, and told Moses, ‘you speak to us – don’t let God speak to us any more lest we die.’ That does seem to be the emotional reaction of people who find themselves in the presence of God: they usually fall on their faces as if they were dead. This relationship is scarey, viewed in the cold light of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. It is not enough to witness miracles, not enough to have a pillar of cloud by day and fire by night leading you through the wilderness; not enough to receive bread and quails and water miraculously in the wilderness; these things alone are not enough to overcome the Knowledge of Good and Evil, ie our sinful nature, and make people love God. And loving Him is what He needs for them to be a proper companion. Jesus said that the greatest commandment is that you shall love the Lord your god, with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind. He didn’t mention that it is also the most ignored one. This nation, chosen by the loving creator God, became “stiff-necked”, a bunch of lawyers, loving the idea of being chosen by God but not understanding the reality. This is not true of all of Israel, or course. There was always a remnant of people who did react to Him with love and compassion for their neighbors, however imperfectly. For their sake God endures sorrow and grief.

After being led for a long time by prophets and judges, the people ask Samuel to provide them a king. God views that as undesirable and tries to talk them out of it, but in the end, they get what they ask for. A still more distant relationship. It seemed as if this corporate companion idea was not working out; but the nation of Israel is preserved and God illustrates some things about kings and kingdom.

And so we come to Jesus of Nazareth, Adam v2.0. Remember Paul refers to him as the second Adam? Also the last Adam. Jesus was born of a woman, but not by a man. This is important. The Spirit of God somehow impregnated the virgin Mary and so God is his father. I believe that being born of a woman made him human and in particular, an ish; not being a son of the original ish enabled him to avoid the inherited Knowledge of Good and Evil. So God Himself entered his creation and “tabernacled” ie, camped out, among us. His love for the Father, and not the Knowledge of Good and Evil, guided his life as a man.

Alone, this ish did not fulfill the original Adamic metaphor, the image of God, without an intimate loving relationship with an ishisha, with whom he could become “one flesh”. I suppose he could have found a nice Jewish girl and married her (conspiracy theorists like to think he secretly married Mary Magdalene) and maybe God could have worked out a new corporate companion with Jesus and his children after the flesh (relegating the rest of us to obsolescence); but God had bigger plans. He planned to redeem the entire world from sin and enable all of us to overcome the vandalism and all of the subsequent misery that the world has suffered from sin. And corporately, we are being built into a bride for the Son. But before we get to be the Bride of Christ, we are being made members of his body, in an echo of Adam 1.0.

In his letter to the Romans 2:17, Paul links Adam and Jesus. “For if by one man’s offense death reigned by one, much more they which receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness shall reign in life by one, Jesus Christ.” Then Paul talks about being “baptized into Christ” and into his death, and how we are “buried with Him in baptism into death, that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, we also should walk in newness of life.” So then it is important to believe in both his sacrificial death and his justifying, glorifying resurrection. This is what reorients us toward God in “righteousness”, or the right relationship. And the right relationship is one of love, as Christ loved us.

In order to break the power of sin, God himself became a man who knew no sin and yet was subjected to the ugly death of a criminal, despising the shame. God personally paid the price of our sins, which sins create a debt to Him that we could never repay. When we accept that gift of grace, we are immersed (or “baptized”) into Christ. As more and more of us give ourselves to Him and become members of His body, the Adam v2.0 becomes more and more complete. For us, having become one spirit with him, we live the rest of our lives being transformed in the renewing of our minds. Of course in this life, we never completely free ourselves of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, but if we identify with Christ in his death (as what we deserved and not he), he will identify with us in his glorified life. Only the Father knows when this process of adding members to Christ’s body will be complete. This completeness is what is often meant by the word ‘perfect’: not some humanistic ideal of lack of error, but perfect specifically for our purpose as members of his body.

So there has been a shift in our understanding of the makeup of the people of God. Being born of Jewish parents is not enough: being born of Jesus Christ in the spirit is the qualifying birth. To achieve this circumcision of the heart, one must believe as Abraham did, that what God has promised he is able to perform. We may still be living with the consequences of Adam v1.1, but now we also live with the consequences of Adam v2.0, those who have been born again, and have the hope of eternal life as His bride.

Paul ties this together in Ephesians 5. “Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ loved the church and gave Himself for it….So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loves his wife loves himself. For no man ever yet hated his own flesh, but nourishes it and cherishes it, even as the Lord does the church. For we are members of His body, of His flesh and of His bones. ‘For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined to his wife, and they two shall be one flesh.’ This is a great mystery, but I speak concerning Christ and the church.” For the third time here, the Holy Spirit has invoked those words. He said them directly in Genesis; Jesus quoted them when he was talking about marriage; and Paul quotes them, both instructing men and talking about the church.

When Adam v2.0 is complete, then the end will come, and the wedding feast of the Lamb. We will be separated from Adam 2.0 and formed into his ishsha, his Eve, and the Father will present us to His son, and with Him we will become Adam 2.1. God will have His companion at last.

And I suspect that as a couple, we will be fruitful.



Tuesday, May 14, 2024

The Knowledge of Good and Evil

 

Dedication

When I started writing this, I meant it for the the Church, those of us who have found that Jesus of Nazareth is alive and who he says he is, and whose reaction to that discovery is to lovingly trust and follow him as the core basis of how we conduct our lives. Nevertheless, I found myself writing about the Scriptures as if my audience had never known what they say. In many cases, people who think they know what the Scriptures say have never really looked very closely at them. So it seems to me that the rest of the world might find what I say interesting too, and not be left behind. I sincerely hope that is true.

Introduction

Why is the world, that is, humanity, so screwed up? Why do we make so many bad decisions, and then justify them to each other and ourselves? The answer in Christianity is Original Sin.

According to the Wikipedia,

Original sin, also called ancestral sin, is the Christian doctrine of humanity's state of sin resulting from the fall of man, stemming from Adam and Eve's rebellion in Eden, namely the sin of disobedience in consuming from the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

This is a very common interpretation of the story of the fall of Adam and Eve from their original innocent relationship with God. The emphasis on disobedience has been used by men to lord it over women (and other men too) ever since; but I have come to see it differently. ‘Disobedience’ is a self-serving abstraction of the original error, and authoritarian assholes of both sexes decry (and fear) the disobedience of people under their power more than just about anything else.

It seems that those who are most interested in telling the world about the despicable nature of our sins are least interested in reminding us of God's loving solution to the problem. They do their best to make us feel guilty about our “disobedience” and “rebellion”. They expect us to follow their lead (at least what they say if not what they actually do) and live pious lives (by which they mean follow their rules), go to their churches/synagogues/mosques on Sunday, or Saturday, or Friday, and give generously to their treasuries in order to be “right” with God.

In the case of Original Sin, I ask you, Dear Reader, to consider my take on this mythical story. I call it mythical because it is a story that explains something about the way life is for us humans. I believe this myth is actually true, and I take the words of Moses seriously enough to try to understand when I should or should not take them literally. The God of Israel and His son, Jesus of Nazareth, are given to a poetic, metaphorical use of language, and it is important to understand the many layers of truth They are trying to express in the Scripture. That is not to say They did not speak plainly in many passages.

Most fundamentalists do not take this story literally enough.

It was not the disobedience so much as the literal eating of that fruit that was the big mistake that changed the nature of Adam and Eve, and their offspring. Making choices based on our innate Knowledge of Good and Evil almost always separates us from God. Thus, all we like sheep have gone astray.

God Himself did not react to Adam and Eve’s sins as an authoritarian, even though He alone has the absolute right to do so. As you should expect, there is much more going on, both in Him and in the story. He cares for our good. God is not some mean old guy who doesn't want us to have any fun. He/They created the universe as a work of art, and made Adam and Eve as a self-portrait. He had reasons for making things the way they were originally, and the universe continues to play out, a work of performance art, in ways that nobody, including Satan, God's self-styled chief enemy, completely understands.

In this piece, I do not propose to give a tidy little answer to all the questions about how the world ended up the mess it is; but I hope to get you looking in the right direction at the Scripture, the World, and your own heart, so that you can minimize the damage that the Knowledge of Good and Evil is causing you and attain the greatest measure of joy and satisfaction in this life and in the next, as God intends. This goes for people who don’t believe in Him as much as for all the Church of Jesus Christ.



In the Beginning



First, God kicks off the space-time continuum. Genesis says, “In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was without form and void.” In light of current astronomy, this seems to be a compact and poetic way of describing that moment of zero entropy that the universe had before the Big Bang. Nothing had any form and it was all an undifferentiated soup. The Scripture expresses this moment when it came into being as the waters over which the spirit of God moved. Then God said, “Let there be light.” And the Bang went off and shortly thereafter there was light, as the universe expanded and cooled to where photons could be distinguished from other particles. “And the evening and the morning were the first day.” God likes the ideas of evening and morning so much that he used them before there were even stars, never mind a twirling planet, to describe the beginning of time unfolding. One must accept the idea that God is using poetic language, as he so often does throughout the Scriptures, so a day in this passage really cannot be reasonably construed to be a twenty-four hour period such as we experience on our planet in the most physical sense. Day, evening, morning, are all metaphors that have physical analogues in our life on earth, and God is not the only one who has expanded on them.

The “days” of Creation are more like movements of a symphony. In six days, He created the heavens and the earth, had the earth bring forth plants and animals that reproduced “after their kind,” ie using the gene machine and as far as Science can tell, the mechanism of evolution. Remember that the way He put it was “let the earth bring forth...” I think there is plenty of room there for several major evolutionary waves in the development of plants and animals on earth, but while they might eventually have produced Man, they didn’t get the chance. On the sixth day, God said, “Let us create Adam in our own image...” And He/They personally and specifically formed a self-portrait, the Adam, out of the dust (adamah in Biblical Hebrew) of the earth, and told him/them to be fruitful, and to have dominion, and, along with the other animals, to eat plants for food. I am not being politically correct when I use all those pronouns. Christianity has a mainstream doctrine that describes the god of Israel as a multi-person being, who is nevertheless highly unified. In modern terms, the persons of the godhead have low entropy: they are difficult to distinguish. Similarly, the Adam was created “male and female” but a single body in the beginning. Adam v1.0 was a metaphor for God, complete and entire. God then pronounced his work Very Good, and took the next day off, ending the first act of this work of performance art we know as the temporal universe.

Okay, so then God planted a garden out east, in Eden, and put the Adam into it to "dress it and keep it", ie to take care of it and to watch over it. Contrary to some assertions, gardening is mankind's oldest profession. Then the Lord God added a rule, saying to the Adam that they may eat from any tree in the garden - except one of those trees that stand right in the center, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. "In the day that you eat from that tree, you will surely die," He says. The scripture does not record any response the Adam may have made, but we know they got the message because later, after Eve had been created, again by a personal creative act on God's part, she cites the rule to the serpent. In fact, she over-states it, saying they aren't even supposed to touch it. I have written elsewhere about some of the differences between the man and the woman, but let's focus here on the promise: eat that fruit and you will die. This is the first mention of the concept of death, but it seems that they knew what it was.

Now, plants were growing elsewhere on the earth. At His word, the earth brought forth plants bearing seed and animals too. A garden, though, is different. It is a work of art, like Adam, personally and particularly created by the artist. And every work of art has a concept, a message, which it embodies and tries to convey as a metaphor. Not to get too far afield, let me assert here that God is more an artist than an engineer, more like Leonardo da Vinci than Thomas Edison. The entire space-time universe is a work of art, and the unrolling of time in this universe enables it to be the original work of performance art, within which all other performance art exists.

Perhaps this garden was an abstraction of what we now call Life As We Know It, a microcosm celebrating the Gene Machine. It could have been organized in waves of variation through families of plants; or it could have been done in little ecological plots, illustrating how the different combinations work together. I’m sure there are many other possibilities, and there are many who know more than I do about garden design. However it was organized, this design seemed to require a centerpiece consisting of two special trees: the Tree of Life and Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

The Tree of Life is mentioned in the Scripture as standing in only one other place: the heavenly Jerusalem that comes down to earth at the end. I think that the Tree of Life symbolizes the aspect of God’s nature that we call Life. He is not merely alive, but the author of all other life, an overflowing fountain of Life. Our liveliness is just a pale shadow of His.

But nowhere else is the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil mentioned. It only existed there, in the Garden of Eden. It has been suggested that the expression ‘knowledge of good and evil’ really means having all knowledge, omniscience. This is also considered a property of God, like His being alive; but I take it more literally than that. I take it to embody this bifurcating concept of Good and Evil. Perhaps in order to correctly judge good versus evil, one must be omniscient, but the message of God’s rule not to eat that fruit might be that, as we move along the timeline, one moment to the next, we don’t need to know everything: instead we can follow after Life.

The Adam, a unified multi-person being that was a metaphor for God himself, was told to tend this garden, eat anything except the fruit of that one tree. All good. Suddenly, a new movement of this symphony begins. God says, “It is not good that the Adam should be alone. I will make him a help meet for him.” A quick linguistic note here: ‘meet’ is an archaic word that meant ‘appropriate’. The Hebrew word that was translated ‘help meet’ is ‘ayzer ‘ and in every place other than Genesis 2, it is simply translated ‘help’. In many of those places, it refers to God Himself in relation to the nation of Israel. So this ‘help’ God said he would make for the Adam is not just some hired hand, some servant.

A friend of mine once said, “What God says, goes.” That’s how He created things. His word has creative force. When He said that, it disrupted the cozy life Adam had in the garden (which you recall God had pronounced ‘very good’), and it was no longer good for him to be alone. So then God goes into this artistic feint, forming a copy of every land animal and every bird, and bringing them one by one to the Adam, “to see what he would call them. And whatever Adam called it, that’s what its name was.” This naming thing was not a task given by God; it was an integral part of Adam’s nature to name things. This is another aspect of the self-portrait.

So, after trying every animal and never having it end up being an appropriate companion (even the dogs!), God finally puts Adam into a deep sleep and does a little surgery. From a rib, God makes woman. When God brings her to Adam, he renames himself even as he names her, exclaiming, “Here now is bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman (ishsha) because she was taken out of Man (ish).” At this point the Holy Spirit, speaking through Moses, interjects into the narrative, “Therefore shall an ish leave father and mother, and shall cleave unto his ishsha, and they two shall be one organism.”

God has raised the entropy of the Adam. Now to recreate the Adamic metaphor of God, a man and a woman must form an intimate loving couple. Thus, they were both naked and they were not ashamed. This is Adam v1.1. Its higher entropy enables us to see more details about God than we would have been able to see with Adam v1.0.

The man and the woman had an intimate, loving relationship, and having sex is a physical metaphor for that relationship. They “knew” each other’s bodies as they knew their hearts and minds.

Enter the serpent, the liar, the vandal. He “beguiled” the woman by making her think she could be “like God”. She was already a lot like God, but she looks at it and sees that it is pleasant to the eye, good for food, and helpful in making one wise. Who wouldn’t want to be more like God? She took some and ate it, gave some to the man and he ate it too. And “their eyes were opened, and they knew that they were naked.”

Their eyes were opened. It’s not as if their eyes had not been working up to that point. So to take a common interpretation of this phrase, they suddenly understood something that they hadn’t understood before: they were naked. Again, in some sense, they had known they were naked all along – but suddenly they saw it from a new point of view: the cold light of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, outside of their loving intimacy. And the part of their naked bodies that they immediately covered up was clearly their genitalia, the parts that most directly represent the intimacy of a loving relationship. They are embarrassing when viewed in that light. Consider your body honestly. They may not have much visual appeal, but the exposure of our genital parts humiliates what is called our human dignity, when it happens outside of a relationship of loving intimacy. When God separated the Adam into man and woman, He/They exposed something in the self-portrait that relates to the intimacy of the Godhead. This was a big personal risk on God’s part.

Disrupting that loving intimacy between the man and the woman and God was the serpent’s plan. I don’t know why the Adversary chose to take the form of a serpent, but his goal has been exactly that, to disrupt any form of loving intimacy, from the Beginning.

I assert once again that it was not Adam’s and Eve’s disobedience that caused the problem: it was literally the eating of that fruit, which altered their thought processes. I guess you are what you eat after all! They acquired the “Knowledge of Good and Evil”, and ever since they ate that fruit and gained that knowledge, Adam and Eve and their children after them have suffered from the deleterious effects of having this perceptual outlook in their minds. This is the sin that leads to all others. This too may be some kind of poetical language, because the idea of eating something and having it cause such a change is outside common experience to say the least. I would like to point out, however, that there are viruses known to reprogram the DNA of the tissues they invade, so a physical effect as described is not so far-fetched.

All of us routinely conduct our lives and evaluate the world around us on the basis of our own personal sense of Good vs Evil. Try getting through a day, even an hour, without pronouncing something to be good or bad. And getting it wrong as often as not; yet this is our natural bent, our strongly preferred way of evaluating things. We look on the surface of the people, things, events of our lives and decide: Good or Bad.

The stress of living like this is killing us. We were not designed to live like this; we were intended to live in the love of God and each other. Our original nature did not include this tendency: it comes from the vandalism of our nature and we are stuck with it. It is an aspect of God’s greatness, though, that He has provided a remedy.

While the Adam was physically unified, as God is spiritually unified, there was a risk for Adam - why God warned them not to eat that fruit - that the metaphor they embodied could be damaged. Later when they were separated into man and woman, the metaphor not only held up, it was enhanced by the increase in entropy, revealing more details of what God is like; but it was still vulnerable to this attack. When they ate that fruit, they received the Knowledge of Good and Evil; and the stress of acting on it brings on death.

How did the Adam conduct their lives before the Knowledge of Good and Evil came? I believe their primary orientation was Life, in the love of God and each other and themselves. I don’t think the concept of righteousness, being in the “right relationship” with God, was the kind of concern for the Adam that it is for us, because from the beginning they had the right relationship with God: they loved Him. Righteousness became an issue only after the Knowledge of Good and Evil came to us.

I base this on two main things in Scripture. First, there is what Jesus said was the greatest commandment, given to Moses (Deut. 6:4,5), “thou shalt love ×™ְ×”ֹוָ×” your god with all your heart, with all your mind, and with all your strength.” Loving someone changes you (that is those of us afflicted with the Knowledge of Good and Evil). It changes your perception of the beloved and often of the whole world. Loving someone gives us a perspective by which we often ignore the outward appearance in favor of something unseen and eternal. And loving God, whom you can’t see, is a step up from loving some other human whom you can see, and they are directly related.

The second main thing in the scripture is its depiction of the life of Jesus. Being born of a woman but not by a man, he was never under Adam’s inherited nature (recall that the consequences of Eve’s sin came to her own body, but to Adam God said, “The whole world is cursed for your sake”, and see also Romans 5). Jesus lived his life, not by the Knowledge of Good and Evil, but by Life in the spirit, loving God. That’s why nobody understood him, and why he liked being around little children: He was more like them. Small children do not operate under the Knowledge of Good and Evil. They operate mostly out of love for their parents, wanting to please them, thinking nothing of consequences. As they get older, they lose this innocence, and begin to consider things in terms of good and bad, right and wrong. Their parents and others may have taught them rules to follow, but in any case, assimilating rules with their inherent conflicts, kids begin to decide for themselves what is good or evil. And so it goes.

Jesus lived moment to moment by the direction of the Spirit of God, and in communion with the Father. You may scoff that if he was God, then he was just loving himself, and that is true: the multi-personhood of God is intimately unified. That is why so many passages in the gospel of John are so confusing and circular-sounding, as Jesus tries to describe his relationship with the Father. They are like a many faceted jewel. You can see different qualities as you look in different directions but it is all one. Hear, O Israel, ×™ְ×”ֹוָ×” [the LORD] is one. And as for loving himself, yes. God is the very essence and definition of love and this love is the fountain of life in the intimacy of the godhead. They can hardly do otherwise. We, however, must choose to turn away from our inherited propensity to judge good and evil, and live by love through faith in Him. The books of the Hebrews and the New Testament writings of the Apostles are full of examples of people making or not making this choice.

In way of completing this discussion, let me say that God also loves us, the children of the Adam. He increased Adam’s entropy in order to reveal aspects of God’s multi-person nature that simply were not possible to reveal in the original form of Adam. It also suggests why the second-greatest commandment is that we love our neighbors as ourselves. God’s artistic purpose in creating us is to illustrate His nature. And enable us to become His companion.

A portion of the Adam’s many children are even now being built into the body of Christ, and we will some day be separated like Adam’s rib and united with the Son in a way analogous to how a man and woman unite (ideally) in loving intimate marriage. Not just physically: a permanent commitment of loving companionship and pleasure and fruitfulness. A great deal more of the nature of God will be revealed by the marriage of the Christ and the Church, God’s raising of His own entropy in order to not be alone. As with the Adam, He will provide Himself a help. Those of us who enter into a loving, intimate sexual relationship get a taste of this mystery. Those of us who give ourselves to Him in love will see the fulfillment of it.

Some Old Testament Illustrations

1 Cain and Abel
What was wrong with Cain’s sacrifice?

It didn’t take long for the Knowledge of Good and Evil – shall I abbreviate this phrase? Yes, KGE – to reach beyond the person suffering from it and cause harm, indeed death, to someone else. Genesis chapter four begins with Adam and Eve having sex (not that they didn’t do it before this), and Eve conceives and bears Cain, saying "I have gotten a man from the Lord." And then some time after that, she bears his brother Abel. Cain is the first child of Adam and Eve to be mentioned, and his name means ‘gotten’, ‘acquired’, ‘created’, which strongly suggests that he was the first begotten child. I don't know that that matters at this point. Abel, whose name means ‘feeder’ grew up to become a feeder of sheep, but Cain became a farmer. At some point, Cain brought an offering of his produce to the Lord. Abel also brought some of the firstborn of his flock and some of the fat. Well, the Lord "had respect" for Abel's offering, but not for Cain's. This made Cain very angry, and the Lord said to him, "Why are you so angry? Why the long face? If you do well, won't you be accepted? And if not, sin is crouching at the door. It's desire is for you, but you must rule over it."

Are you saying, "Of course Cain is angry!"? Are you wondering why the Lord did not have respect for Cain's offering? Why didn't the Lord seem to understand the situation?
Was He on a keto diet? Remember that God doesn't really care about offerings, high or low in fat. Consider that he cares about the heart of the offerer. He says by the prophet Samuel, "Hath the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams." Keep in mind my assertion that God is not an authoritarian ruler. So why else would he say a thing like that? Because He was warning Cain not to follow the impulses of KGE, but instead to follow Life and trust Him.

Cain
judged that his offering was good. God's lack of regard immediately revealed this when Cain reacted with anger. If Cain had loved God, his reaction would have been different. So again, why did God do that? But with Cain, the Knowledge of Good and Evil told him this was wrong. He was offended. God tries to counsel him about it, but he doesn't listen. Instead, he kills his brother. After that, God comes to Cain and says, "Where's your brother?" to which Cain answers with another question, one that is voiced through the ages: "Am I my brother's keeper?" I suggest that the answer is yes.

2 Noah
A Righteous Man Saves Humanity

Since Noah was mentioned by God as one of three men (the other two being Job and Daniel, per Ezekiel 14) whose righteousness would have saved them (though nobody else) from the Carrying Away, Noah deserves a mention in this discussion.

When God had decided that the violence and corruption of mankind were too grievous for Him to bear any longer, and was going to kill everyone, Noah “found grace in the eyes of God.” Notice that God wasn’t said to be angry, but rather “it grieved Him to His heart.” Noah, whose name means “rest”, “was a just man, perfect in his generations; Noah walked with God.” He had a relationship. It was not just out of the blue when God came and told him to build an ark.

By the way, Noah’s generations bring up some interesting details that seem to conflict with our best scientific findings. Genesis makes clear that Noah was born only 926 years after Seth was born. In fact Seth was still alive when Noah was born, and Noah could have heard the story of the Fall second-hand from him, or from his own father, Lamech, who could have heard it first-hand from Adam. The Scripture does not record any such meetings, only that they were possible, and so these stories could have been passed down personally. Meanwhile, Science tells us that there is ample evidence of “modern man” living at least a hundred thousand years ago. Even if you disregard the hominids that Evolution claims led to man, a hundred thousand is a huge difference from the ten thousand or less that we calculate from the Scriptures plus history as the time we’ve been on this planet. I believe in Science, in the scientific method of constructing theories about how the universe works, but when there is a clear conflict, I have to admit that I have more faith in the scripture. On the other hand, my understanding of scripture can change and has changed, with prayer and meditation. Our knowledge is imperfect. So I try to keep an open mind. But let us continue to consider the story in its mythic nature.

Noah spends the next hundred years building the ark. This is reminiscent of the time God started bringing animals to Adam. It must have seemed like “so this is what my life is about” during this period; it gave a certain focus to walking with God. Then it came to an end. The ark is done, the animals come, Noah and his family go aboard, and it starts raining.

After the Flood, Noah’s kids go off and start to resettle the earth and God makes a few more basic rules changes. He lifts the curse on the earth, though people still have to work for their living, and says it’s okay to eat animals, and makes the rainbow a reminder that He won’t kill everyone again, acknowledging that “the imagination of man’s heart is evil from his youth.” This may be when He decided, as Jesus taught us, to let the weeds of humanity grow up with the good seed, and will deal with them all at the harvest.

3 Abraham
Father of the Promise

Abraham was born Abram, son of Terah, when Noah and Shem were still alive. When Abram grew up and was married, Terah his father decided to leave Ur, his homeland, and go to Haran, a place in Canaan, taking his sons and their wives with him. When Abram, whose name means ‘exalted father’ (possibly a prophetic decision by his father), was seventy-five years old, and still had no children, God came to him and told him to leave his father’s place and go to a place He would show him. He also told Abram that he would make of him a great nation and a blessing. Abram went, taking with him Lot his brother's son, and all their property, and went into Canaan, to the plain of Moreh. Here, the Lord appeared to Abram and said, “Unto thy seed will I give this land.” Abram’s response was to build an altar to the Lord. I think this implies that he believed the promise. He believed that promise in spite of being childless all his life. He may not have been old by the standards of the time, but he had been married for many years and his wife was said to be barren. Most of the men born in his ancestral line since the Flood were born when their fathers were around thirty.

After rescuing his brother’s son Lot, Abram has a vision of the Lord, who tells him, “Fear not, for I am your shield and your exceeding great reward.” Abram then complains that he has gone childless, and that’s when God promises him that his own child will be his heir, and that his children will be like the stars of heaven for number. Abram believes God and “he [God] accounted it to him [Abram] for righteousness.” This is another moment of editorial narrative by the Holy Spirit. Abram may not have been perfect but God graciously counted his faith as that he had the right relationship.

Ten years later, they still have no children and Sarai decides to solve the problem in a practical, womanly way: she tells Abram to go and take her maid-servant, whom she had acquired in Egypt, as another wife, and see if he can have children with her. As Adam did with Eve, Abram listened to his wife and took her maid-servant. Sure enough, Hagar got pregnant, which made her begin to despise her mistress. Sarai complained to Abram, who said to do with her whatever she liked. So Sarai treated her badly enough that eventually she fled.

Now, let’s just stop here and consider. Sarai must have known about the promise concerning Abram’s seed and the promised land. She assumed that she would be bearing children to fulfill the promise, and I suggest the idea made her happy after all the time being married and not conceiving. Ten years later, still no children. So she decides to do “the right thing”, or at least what seemed to be the best alternative. I believe she thought she was making a personal sacrifice for the good of her husband. In any case, the result was Ishmael, whom God promised to bless and make a great nation, but who was never accepted as the fulfillment of Abraham’s promise.

Abram is 86 when Ishmael is born, 99 when God visits again and renames him and Sarai (she is 90). When God tells him that Sarah will bear him a son, he falls on his face and laughs, prompting God to say the boy will be named Isaac ("he laughs"). I think that the laughter was not out of disbelief or scorn, because Abraham believed God, that was his main characteristic. I think Abraham saw the humour in God's promise, and laughed out of joy, with God, not at Him. This is a demonstration of how loving God can make your behaviour different from what it might be under KGE. It also shows how God reacts ad libertum to those who love him, by naming Issac. But there are limits: Abraham asks God to accept Ishmael instead, but God says no. Abraham goes on to comply with the requirement of circumcision for himself and all his house.

Speaking of circumcision,...

In the year before Issac was born, Sarah has never conceived and is in menopause, making it doubly unlikely – you would think impossible - that she will have the promised child. They travel south to Gerar. And just as he did years before when they went into Egypt, Abraham asks Sarah to say she is his sister! She is still such a beautiful, desirable woman that he is still convinced they will kill him in order to take her. And as before, he is right about her beauty, because the king does take her into his harem, which seems to be a kingly right. This time around, we learn she really IS his sister, or half-sister, and once again the king in question, Abimelech, is a righteous man who fears God; but only because God intervenes does the king not have sex with her. I’m guessing that out of your own Knowledge of Good and Evil, you would likely scoff at such a man being made the father of the faithful. He didn’t lie, exactly, but he certainly misled two kings about his wife in order to keep from being killed. Judging by the Knowledge of Good and Evil, this is an act of cowardice and thus, of sin. From the way Sarah tells it, this deception had been their standard operating procedure whenever they traveled together, and Abraham says it’s because he “thought, Surely the fear of God is not in this place...”, judging by appearances and the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Even Father Abraham is not perfect; like us, his faith in what God told him was accounted as righteousness: it was a gift by grace and not something he earned.

So once again, Sarah is returned to Abraham. And then, finally, God visits her and fixes her up so she conceives with Abraham. Now, Sarah laughs too when she hears the promise, but this time it is out of unbelief. Her previous lack of faith was what prompted her to offer her husband the maidservant in order to fulfill the promise. She is just being rational and trying to work it out as she thinks best under the circumstances. This is Eve's version of the Knowledge of Good and Evil at work. Even so, she conceives and bears Isaac as promised. Then she laughs again, out of joy for the miracle, after all those years of being childless with a husband whose name is all about being a father.

Ishmael mocked rather than laugh with her, and so Sarah, acting out of her sense of right and wrong, which is another way of describing the Knowledge of Good and Evil, sees to it that Ishmael and his mother were cast out of the camp and the community, so that they would not be part of Abraham’s inheritance; but God keeps his promise to Hagar and saves them to go on and become a great nation for Abraham’s sake. The children of Ishmael are not in the royal line that leads to the promised blessing in Abraham’s seed, but they are evidence that God is willing to bless all the world through him.

Then some years after that the trial of his faith comes, when God tells Abraham to take his son and go to the land of Moriah and offer him as a sacrifice. Abraham obeys, passing the test, as the writer of the letter to the Hebrews tells us much later:

By faith Abraham, when he was tried, offered up Isaac; and he that had received the promises offered up his only begotten son, of whom it was said, that in Isaac shall thy seed be called. Accounting that God was able to raise him up, even from the dead; from whence also he received him in a figure.

The “figure” is a parable foreshadowing God’s offering His only son in sacrifice, both fathers believing that God is able to raise their sons from the dead; and this trial is also similar to the incident with Jesus and the Syro-phoenician woman, who comes to ask Jesus to heal her daughter and he tells her, “It isn’t right to take the children’s bread and give it to the dogs.” Far from being an example of Jesus’ “humanity” in form of ethnic prejudice, it is an example of his divinity, where he knew her faith and took the opportunity to “try” it in the sense of refining gold. When she answers, her loving faithfulness is manifested for all the world to see, burnished bright, and she gets the help she asked for too. And by the way, if you are looking for an example of Jesus’ humanity, you have to remember that humanity was designed without original sin. Sin is not what makes us human, though it is something we all have in common.

4 Isaac and Jacob/Israel

Not a lot is said about Isaac’s life compared to Abraham’s. It had some parallels to his father’s, including telling people that his wife was his sister! And having a similar result. Rebeka was also barren for the first twenty years of marriage. Isaac also personally received a reiteration of the promise that God had made to Abraham. God goes on to bless Isaac’s sojurn in the land of the Philistines.

With Esau and Jacob, the plot thickens, and again a choice is made up front, as with Isaac versus Ismael. Jacob is the one God seems to favor and not Esau, before either of them did anything good or bad, before they were even born, of the same parents. This was purely God’s own choice, revealed to Rebekah while she was pregnant with them. As Paul writes (Romans 9), this was to establish that it has nothing to do with works and everything to do with the Lord’s choices. Like the material success of Issac, this choice is unearned, beyond good and evil, to coin a phrase.

At the end of Genesis 25, Esau sells his birthright to Jacob for a pot of red lentil stew. In the King James version it concludes, “thus Esau despised his birthright.” In all fairness to Esau, ‘despise’ has taken on a more emotional connotation than it had in 1611, but even in the most charitable interpretation, it remains that he cared little enough about his birthright to sell it for a meal when he was hungry. He honestly may have thought he was going to die if he didn’t eat, but this again reflects a lack of faith in God and a leaning to his own understanding. I also want to point out that the way the story is told, there isn’t evidence that he deliberately set out to trick Esau out of his birthright, but he did come up with the idea when the opportunity arose. Why would he even think of it? The boys may have grown up hearing from their mother about the prophecy that the elder would serve the younger. That is a reasonable assumption but it is not stated in the scripture. It could also have been a moment of inspiration from God, calculated to show Esau’s true colors, but that is not stated in the scripture either. The reader may benefit from meditating on this, but remember there is no certainty about the answer.

Jacob’s life goes on to fly in the face of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. His own mother conspires with him to deceive his father and cheat Esau out of a prophetic blessing. This only makes sense when the chief principle by which she is operating is wanting to please God, and not whether something seems right or wrong. Rebekah seems to be the active agent here. After Jacob gets the blessing that Isaac intended for Esau, Rebekah is given to know that Esau intends to kill Jacob, so she tells Jacob he should go visit his Uncle Laban for a while, until Esau gets over his anger. Then she gets Isaac to send Jacob off to Laban to get a wife, so he won’t marry any of the local girls. She clearly uses her relationships to manipulate events here, all in the service of fulfilling the prophecies that have guided her life.

Esau, however, manifests his anger toward Isaac and God when he plans to kill his brother, and failing that, “seeing that the daughters of Canaan pleased not Isaac his father”, takes a wife from Ishmael’s people. Again, his actions are understandable in the light of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, but not from the standpoint of wanting righteousness with God. If you love God, then you need to trust him, even in the face of a perceived wrong.

Just as when God warned Cain, “sin is at the door,” it didn’t have to work out the way it did. It was not part of “God’s Wonderful Plan” for Cain to murder his brother; it was instead part of the outworking of sin, which when it is finished brings death. Similarly, Ishmael or Esau could well have chosen to humble himself and trust God, and the history of his people would have been very different if he had. And it would not have changed a thing, theologically, about the promise.

Now, as Aslan said in C. S. Lewis’ Narnia books, no one is ever told what might have happened. It is useless to speculate about how human history might have gone if Cain or Sarai or Esau or David, or any number of other people depicted in the scripture had made different choices. My point is that, while God is able to work out things for good that were meant for evil, He would be happier not to have to. Going forward, we by the choices we make can make the world a much better place than most people think is possible. We cannot ever restore it to paradise because we can never totally escape original sin; but we can, through the grace of God, choose not to act on it a lot more than we do. Loving God will give you the power to be His will being done on earth as it is in heaven.

Jacob’s story has many parallels to those of Abraham and Isaac, and I encourage you to read it again with these ideas in mind.

5 Joseph
Saving His Family By Saving Egypt

Joseph is an example of this subversive power of love. He patiently endured the “bad” things that happened to him, and was equally unfazed by the “good” things. By recognizing God’s word to him, he saved Egypt, and by so doing he saved his family.

When Joseph was a teenager, his father loved him more than his other children and everybody knew it. So they hated him. So what happens? He dreams a dream and tells them about it, and they hate him all the more. The dream clearly indicates that they will all bow down to him some day. And he dreams another one that includes his mother and father bowing down to him. The boys’ reaction was envy, but Israel “observed” the saying, ie guarded it in his heart, and pondered it. They all had the sense, much as they didn’t like it, that this was prophetic. They felt, in the light of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, that it was wrong, it was unjust, for the youngest son to end up with dominion over the rest, even the parents. But Joseph dreamed his dreams and told them to his family, with a childlike innocence, ie with no regard for whether it might be construed as good or evil. It was more important to speak the prophecy than it was to cultivate peaceful relations.

So then the older boys went out to feed their father’s flocks in Shechem. It is not at all clear why Joseph didn’t go with them, he was plenty old enough to do shepherding, and it is not clear why Israel later sent him out after them. The reason given was so he could bring word back on how they were doing, but this seems like make-work, or maybe just an excuse to get Joseph out of the camp, if Israel is still resentful about his dreams. “Go play in the street,” as we used to joke about that parental fatigue.

Joseph goes, the boys see him coming and conspire to kill him, in order to thwart the dreams. Reuben, to his credit, talks them out of killing him outright, planning to rescue him later, and they strip Joseph of his fancy coat and throw him into a pit with no water. This way they can tell themselves they didn’t kill him, though they expect him to die there. This is classic rationalization in the Knowledge of Good and Evil. The coat was offensive to them, symbolizing Israel’s favoritism, as well as those pesky dreams.

The boys sit down to eat, and along comes a caravan on its way to Egypt, so they get another idea. They pull Joseph out and sell him into slavery for twenty pieces of silver, and the Ishmaelites take him to Egypt. Reuben, who was apparently gone when that happened, comes back to the pit to find it empty, and rends his clothes, a traditional expression of grief, sadness, and distress. He intended to return the kid back home and thus save his life. He also says nothing to spoil the deception when Israel is shown the bloodied coat of many colors and is allowed to conclude that the kid was killed by a wild animal.

Reuben is trying to balance his relational obligations rather than follow some right or wrong rule of criminal justice. It might seem that evil thus triumphs over good, but of course, the story does not end here.

In Egypt, Joseph is sold to the captain of pharaoh’s guard; but he ends up running the place because his owner saw that God was with him and prospered everything he put his hand to. He had so much confidence in Joseph’s integrity that he didn’t even keep track of what he had, so great was Joseph’s service to him. So God was prospering everybody in Potiphar’s household, when his wife started to fancy him. She asked him for sex, which he declined. Honestly, how many men would have declined that offer? How many different ways can you think of to justify going with her, since she asked? Yet, Joseph saw only the betrayal of trust, God’s first and secondly his master’s. We might call it foolish innocence, but that would be looking at it from the Knowledge of Good and Evil. God has made it clear many times how much he doesn’t like adultery. The very name of this sin indicates the kind of damage it does. Even in Jesus’ day, nobody could believe he was being so strict about it.

There is a saying that no good deed goes unpunished, but that is a terrible lie. The truth illustrated in this story is that our sins can damage others. Potiphar’s wife lied to her husband about Joseph and got him thrown into prison; but that didn’t change the fact that God was with him. Being thrown into prison, especially for something he didn’t do, might seem “bad”, going by the Knowledge of Good and Evil, but once again, God is with Joseph and everyone around him recognizes it. The narration doesn’t say what he might have said or done to give people that impression, only that people, the “keeper of the prison” in particular, recognize it; and he ends up running the place, and again the whole place prospers. This is not a zero-sum situation: when God prospers someone or something, everyone benefits.

Joseph was still in prison, even if he was running it and highly esteemed. When the Pharaoh's butler and baker offended their lord, they were thrown into prison and Joseph was charged with looking after them. After being there for “a season”, they dreamed their dreams and the lack of interpretation made them sad. Joseph, when he heard about it, said, “Don’t interpretations belong to God? Tell me.” Joseph continues to demonstrate that he is not living out of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, but instead is living out of love of God. He tells them what their dreams mean, regardless of the perceived good or bad meanings; and it comes to pass.

Two years later, Pharaoh was troubled by dreams, and the Pharaoh’s butler remembered that Hebrew guy who was in the prison with him and interpreted his dream. Next thing you know, Joseph is hauled out of the dungeon, shaved and given some nicer clothes, and hustled in to meet the Big Guy. On hearing Pharaoh's wish that he would interpret his dream, Joseph does not take the occasion to complain that the butler forgot him for two years, nor does he aggrandize himself for his wonderful ability to interpret dreams. No, he actually says, “It isn’t in me; God will give Pharaoh an answer of peace.” This is not some false modesty: Joseph lives his life loving God and is describing the situation to Pharaoh as honestly as he can. This is a major victory over the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

You probably know the rest of the story. Joseph becomes the Pharaoh's chief of staff, and sets about heeding the warning of the dreams, saving Egypt. When the famine comes, it brings with it his brothers trying to buy food, and again, rather than lord it over them, Joseph is almost embarrassed by the fulfillment of the dreams of his youth. He cares only about bringing his entire family to Egypt so they can survive and prosper. No revenge, no complaints, only joy at seeing God’s purposes fulfilled. In the end, his brothers “fell down before his face and they said ‘Behold, we be thy servants’.” They quite literally fulfilled Joseph’s long-ago dream, and he answers, Yeah, you meant it for evil but God meant it for good, to be as it is this day and saved many lives.

6 Moses

The first scene in the story of Moses’ life that I want to examine is the one where he sees the Burning Bush. He has fled Egypt after killing a man and is living quietly in the land of Midian with his wife’s people. He sees this bush burning and he turns aside to see why it isn’t consumed. He gets way more than he bargained for. The reason the bush is flaming but not consumed is because the Angel of the Lord is there, the personal manifestation of God Himself, calling to Moses. God lays out this heroic mission: I am the god of Abraham, of Issac, of Jacob. I have seen the affliction of my people and heard their cry. I have come down to deliver them out of Egypt and bring them into the promised land.

When the Lord God tells him that He is sending Moses back to Pharaoh, to bring the children of Israel out, Moses reacts with great humility – but it is a humility originating from guilt. Looking with the Knowledge of Good and Evil, Moses is clearly frightened, not so much of God, but of going back to Egypt. He says, who am I to go to Pharaoh and do this? God says don’t worry, I will be with you. Already, God is showing that he wants a personal relationship here. Moses parries with who are you? Okay, he was polite enough to put it a different way, similar to how your mother taught you to ask on the telephone, who shall I say is calling? The way Moses puts it, though, turns into a moment of great personal revelation on God’s part. He names Himself. Personally, I think that it was that question that actually caused God to give Himself a personal name. I-AM contains two of the most important attributes of God: He exists and He is a person, not just “The Force.” He tells Moses, say to the children of Israel, I-AM, the God of your fathers has sent me to you; and this is My name forever, a remembrance to all generations. Then God goes on to lay out the mission. But Moses still tries to get out this. He says, but look – they aren’t going to believe me. The scripture doesn’t say this, but I think the Lord heaved a sigh. Then He says, whatcha got in your hand there? And he goes on to give Moses the ability to show three signs and wonders. Each one is designed to overcome the potential disbelief of Israel and maybe Moses too. Moses still resists, saying, Please Lord, I am no good at public speaking, slow of speech and slow of tongue. God once again shows how much He wants to be personally right there with him. He probably picked Moses in part because he was slow of speech, instead of some fast-talker who wound be prone to jump in on his own. Go, He says, I will be your mouth and teach you what you have to say. Even then, Moses asks one more time to please send someone else. Now God officially gets angry, the scripture says so, and says okay, we’ll work with Aaron your brother. He’ll be glad to see you. Even now, God is more interested in having a living relationship. And Moses is still scared.

Moses goes home and asks his father-in-law if it’s okay to go back to Egypt and see if his people are still alive. Jethro says go in peace. God comes to him in Midian and says, don’t worry, the men who sought your life are dead. So Moses runs out of excuses and finally loads his wife and kids on a donkey and goes. He meets his brother at Mt. Horeb and together they go to the elders of Israel and tell them what has happened. The people believe them; but when Moses and Aaron go to Pharaoh and ask to let the people go for three days’ journey into the desert, of course Pharaoh refuses. Not only that, he decides the Hebrews are a bunch of slackers and makes their work harder. When the Hebrew taskmasters tell Moses what’s going on, Moses reacts once again out of his own guilt and fear, asking God, why did you send me? Why haven’t you rescued the people yet? Clearly he was not listening when God told him the plan. He does not have the kind of trust that God wants him to have. God makes a series of eloquent speeches about who He is and what He intends to do with Pharaoh. Then Moses seems to be convinced. Once he and Aaron begin doing signs and wonders, Moses does not complain again. God gives them detailed instructions, which they carry out.

Evidence of this comes when the people are camped by the Red Sea. Pharaoh's chariots have come after them, having once again hardened their hearts, just as the Lord had said they would. The people look back and see the Egyptians coming after them, and they cry out to the Lord and go to Moses to complain (which might be the same thing). Looking at the situation in the light of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, the Israelites complain that it would have been better to serve the Egyptians than to die in the wilderness. Moses has the answer of faith: fear not, stand still and see the salvation of I-AM. Moses knows that they are trapped, and unlike with all the signs he performed before this, he has not been told the plan in advance; but this time he doesn’t cry out “why me?” He trusts in the Lord, and of course, this leads to the greatest sign yet, the parting of the Red Sea. Moses has come a long way in his relationship with God.

Now, the people have been murmurring against Moses and Aaron whenever they saw that things were getting bad. On the other side of the Red Sea, for a few moments, they all joined Moses in singing praises to the Lord, and Miriam and the women danced. Walking across a sea bed that’s dry, with walls of water on either side, then turning around on the other side to see Pharaoh's chariots and horsemen engulfed as the waters returned, is a pretty convincing sign that God is looking out for you. The happiness lasted for three days, as Moses led them out into the desert of Shur, with no water, and came to a place whose water was bitter. The murmuring started up again. Moses cries to the Lord and the water is turned sweet. Moses is still trusting the Lord, willing to do whatever He says. Through him, the Lord tries to tell Israel to listen to Him, do what is right in His (the Lord’s not Moses’) sight, and follow instructions, promising that He will put none of the diseases on them that he had put on the Egyptians, “for I am the Lord, who heals thee.” This is another way of expressing the alternative. Instead of following their own sense of good and evil, they are told to follow God’s sense of good and evil. The only way to know this is through a relationship with Him. Then they came to Elim, with the twelve wells of water and seventy palm trees, where they can rest a while, with nothing to complain about.

Next they head toward Mt. Sinai, and again at least some of the people start to complain because they get hungry. God responds by instituting bread and quails from heaven to feed them. If it were not for the people complaining out of their Knowledge of Good and Evil, the Lord would have had few opportunities to show his love and patience. What He keeps saying He wants is for them to know that he is I-AM, their god. He wants a relationship of love and trust; but the people’s trust is short-lived, in spite of the miracles. They keep choosing to follow their sense of good and evil – what appears to be good or bad for them.

This is probably a good time for me to assert that following the Knowledge of Good and Evil is indeed a choice. The alternative is following the Spirit of God, ie a living relationship with God, a lamp unto our feet. The Knowledge of Good and Evil is deeply embedded in us; but just as we are not bound to follow our instinctual impulses like the animals do, we are not bound to follow these other things: we choose. Many of the children of Israel kept choosing to follow their own sense of Good and Evil.

In contrast, when they come near Mt. Sinai, Moses’ father-in-law Jethro hears of them and comes, bringing Moses’ wife and children. Moses had sent them back to Midian at some earlier point, and Jethro had taken them in. He clearly has a kinder, more loving relationship with Moses than Laban had with Jacob. When he comes to the Israeli encampment at the foot of Mt. Sinai, after proper greetings have been exchanged, Moses tells Jethro all about what has happened, and what was Jethro’s reaction? He “rejoiced for all the goodness which the Lord had done to Israel” and he blessed the Lord and said, “Now I know that I-AM is greater than all gods.” Later, he offers Moses a suggestion out of his concern for Moses getting burned out. He tells him to find trustworthy men who hate covetousness and delegate some authority to them. God is always wanting more people to join in and know Him better. Even so, Jethro finishes his advice to Moses by saying, “If you shall do this thing, and God commands you so, you’ll be able to endure.” So even then he is not relying on his sense of what’s good, or what God’s ‘policy’ might be construed as. Jethro understands the nature of a living relationship.



7 Job
“Bad” Things Can Happen to “Good” People

What would happen if a child of Adam was perfect and upright, fearing God and avoiding evil?

It is not at all clear when, or indeed if, Job lived. More scholarly people than I am say this book is structured like a heroic poem and written in deliberately archaic language, a sort of fairy tale even in Moses’ time, so that perhaps the story really is an allegorical poem, like the Song of Songs. I am reluctant to believe that because there is no reason for this story to be fiction. The prophet Ezekiel mentions Job, or rather God does as he speaks through him, and groups him in with Noah and Daniel as men of righteousness; and James in his letter speaks of hearing about the patience of Job, though his reference would work just as well if Job is merely an allegorical character. It could just as easily be that the events of this book actually took place, just as I believe the creation story told in Genesis actually took place. The World is His literature; the Scripture is more like Cliff’s Notes. Like every other part of the Scripture, this story is a many-faceted gem, rich in meaning; but one thing it illustrates is how “bad” things happening to “good” people is man’s point of view as flawed by the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

At the beginning of the story, Job is described by our genuinely omniscient narrator as perfect and upright, fearing God and shunning evil. He has seven sons and three daughters, plenty of wealth, and is said to be the greatest man of the East. Up in Heaven, the “sons of God,” by which most people assume is meant angels, come before His throne and present themselves, including Satan, whose name means ‘the accuser, the adversary’. The story doesn’t explain why God allowed him into His presence; the only reason I can think of is that God wanted him there so this story could happen. God asks him where he has come from, and Satan answers that he came from “going to and fro in the earth, and walking up and down in it.” This is echoed in what Peter wrote to us about Satan walking around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Nothing much has changed with Satan. Knowing both him and Job, God issues the challenge, and Satan falls for it. So the trial of Job’s faith begins.

Satan is given leave to destroy all Job’s wealth and kill his children, and yet Job does not “sin nor charge God foolishly,” which is to say, he does not charge Him with doing anything that isn’t perfectly within His rights and nature. Satan returns to God in humiliated defeat, but snipes that nobody cares much about their wealth as long as they have their health. He is like so many people, who assume everyone has their values. So God lets him have another round and Job is stricken with sore boils all over his body. Still he maintains “his integrity”, even against his wife’s advice, and doesn’t curse God. “Shall we accept good at the hand of God, and not evil?” he asks. In all this, he does not sin with his lips, says the Narrator.

Evil’, like ‘sin’, carries with it today a narrow religious connotation that it did not have until around a hundred years ago. Evil is commonly thought of as a quality that by definition is antithetical to God’s nature, and something that characterizes Satan. Thus it is very confusing, to say the least, for God to say by the prophet Isaiah, “I form the light and create darkness; I make peace and create evil; I the Lord, do all these things.” This is the King James, but other translations use ‘evil’ too. We could hedge a bit and say that in contrast to peace, the word evil means something more like calamity. Even so, to the casual observer, this is a contradiction. How could God create evil if He is all loving and good? The only reasonable answer is that the good-evil axis is not the only way to judge. In the garden of Eden, there were two central trees. By only considering the good-evil perspective, we flatten out the world and distort it. We look only on the outward appearance, the surface, and not the full richness that appears with considering the dimension of Life. Calamities, distresses, injuries, things that we so easily identify as bad, are not necessarily so simple from God’s perspective.

The exchanges between Job and his wife and friends amount to misunderstandings due to different perspectives. The wife and friends advance arguments based on the Knowledge of Good and Evil, whereas Job answers from the perspective of loving and trusting in God.

  • After the bout with his wife, Job is visited by three friends. The sight of him in his distress and bereavement is so shocking to them that they tear their clothes, put dust on their own heads, and sit with him unable to speak for seven days. Clearly, they are moved by their friend’s losses of health, wealth, and family.

  • Then Job curses the day he was born, admiring the peace of death. He is genuinely miserable but cannot understand why this has happened.

  • Then Eliphaz the Temanite says, you’ve always been such a good guy, so now that you have trouble, shouldn’t your goodness give you hope? Still, you reap what you sow, right? So you must have done some bad things to end up like this. Nobody is so good that God doesn’t find fault in them, even the angels, never mind men of clay. So ask God to show you what you did wrong.

  • Job answers, the only thing I want to ask God is to let me die without ever having denied the words of the Holy One. Why would I rely on myself [ie self-righteousness] to justify my case? You guys are no help to me.

  • Bildad the Shuhite says, God is just; your children died for their own sins, but if you earnestly seek God, he will restore you to your former wealth, even more. Those who forget God will be destitute.

  • Job answers, yeah God is just, his wisdom is profound and his power is vast. How can I argue with Him? Though I were righteous, I would only ask him to have mercy on me, not argue right and wrong. If only there were a mediator between him and me, someone to take away God’s rod [see I Tim 2:5]. I would talk to him, but as it stands right now, there’s nobody.

  • Job goes on to say to God, don’t condemn me, but show me why you are contending with me. You made me and you can unmake me. Do you have eyes of flesh and see as mortal man sees [ie just the surface good and evil]? You know I’m not guilty, so what is the issue?

  • Zophar the Naamathite says, I wish God would speak up and let you know that your iniquities deserve more than you’ve gotten. God is so much greater than we are, how can we know anything? But reach out to him and put away your wickedness, and you’ll be okay.

  • Job answers, I know God as well as you do. The whole world is in his hands. I surely would like to speak with God, and reason with him; but you guys are a bunch of quacks and I wish you would be quiet. Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him. He will be my salvation. God, just tell me why you’re doing this to me.

  • Eliphaz answers, you can’t be as good a man as you say, look at you. Everybody knows that the wicked never prosper in the end.

  • Job replies, you guys are miserable comforters, trying to lecture me about right and wrong. If I were in your place, I would be trying to offer comfort and encouragement. Oh God! You have worn me out. Ungodly people just jeer at me. You have devastated me, but my hands are clean. Even now, my witness is in heaven. I wish someone could plead for a man before God, as a man can plead for a friend in court. In a few years I’ll die, but the thoughts of my heart change night into day.

  • Bildad answers, enough with the long speeches; do you think we’re stupid? What is your anger going to accomplish? The wicked are doomed to die like this, like you.

  • Job replies, ten times you have reproached me, putting yourselves above me and using my humiliation against me. But God has done this to me, he is angry and has set everyone against me, my wife, my servants, neighborhood boys, even my own body. Have pity on me my friends. Oh, I wish my words could be written in a book! I know that my redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand upon the earth [thus prophesying of the coming of Christ]. And after my body has been destroyed, yet will I see God with my own eyes [thus prophesying of the Resurrection]. How my heart yearns for that! If you keep hounding me thinking the problem lies in me, beware of the punishment of the Almighty.

  • Zophar answers, your rebuke is an insult. Since Adam was put on the earth, we have been told that the triumphs of the wicked are short-lived. There is no escape.

  • Job answers, hush your mouth and let me tell you something that frightens me. The wicked seem to prosper plenty, and their children party all the time. They see no profit in following God. And yet plenty of them live and die without seeing God’s wrath. So don’t try to console me with your nonsense.

  • Eliphaz answers, what good would your righteousness do God? Is He reproving you because of your reverence? Isn’t your wickedness great? Your sinning endless? You’ve done all kinds of bad stuff, I’m sure. Still, if you submit to Him, receive His instruction, and you will be restored, with plenty of silver and gold. Your prayers will be answered and you will be able to help the needy.

  • Job answers, oh, I wish I knew where He was, so I could come to him with my complaint. Then He would answer me and I would understand. In His presence the righteous can argue their innocence, and I would be delivered from my judge. I can’t see Him, not in the east, west, north or south. He knows the way I’m going, so when he has tried me, I will come forth as gold [echoed in I Peter 1:7]. I have followed Him and treasured His words more than my daily bread [Deut. 8:3]. He has plans and he accomplishes them; and He has many more, that’s what terrifies me.

  • Bildad says, God is powerful and fearsome. He controls the heavens, and who can number his army? How can a man possibly be clean before Him? Even the Moon and stars are imperfect to Him. How much less a man, born of woman? We are just maggots.

  • Job answers, well aren’t you the helpful one! God is indeed vastly more powerful than you can imagine. As long as I live, I will not speak wickedness, nor deceit. May my enemy be punished as a wicked man, who has no hope in God no matter how rich he becomes. People know how to mine precious metals and stones, but where will they find wisdom? It’s more valuable than anything and cannot simply be bought. God alone understands the way to wisdom. He sees to the ends of the earth, everything under heaven. And here is what He says to man: the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; departing from evil is understanding.

  • Job continues his parable, saying, I long for the good old days when I was in my prime, God was known in my house, my children were around me, and I was respected in town. I helped the poor, the widows, the strangers. I comforted everyone around me. Now I am mocked, by men whose fathers I wouldn’t let sit with my sheepdogs. God has humbled me and these people are emboldened to kick me when I’m down. God, I cry out to you and you don’t answer. Didn’t I weep for those in trouble, and grieve for the poor? Isn’t destruction for the wicked, misfortune for evildoers? Don’t you know me and every step I take? If there is any lustful fantasy, any deceit, any way my heart went after appearances, then punish me. If I went after wealth or idolatry, then I should be punished for that too. I have never wished evil to those who hated me. I have always opened my door to the traveler. I have never tried to cover my sins like Adam did, nor succumb to peer pressure. If my land has any complaint against me, let it bring forth thistles and cockles instead of wheat and barley. I’m done.

By clinging to his love for God, Job blurts out many interesting ideas that run the gamut from Adam to Christ; and his three friends cannot refute his arguments. They can’t believe God could be unjust, so Job or his children must have sinned, or sown something bad that he is now reaping; but Job keeps insisting that he is blameless. We are at an impasse. The comforters keep looking at this situation in terms of good and evil, and Job keeps looking at it in terms of his relationship to God. Even so, Job commits a sin here, in believing that God has brought evil upon him because He’s angry with him.

Out of nowhere, Elihu the son of Barachel the Buzite, feels compelled to speak. Elihu is a Christ-like figure, or perhaps it would be more accurate to say a Son-like figure (Elihu means ‘my God himself’ and son of Barachel means literally, son of ‘God Blesses’). Before the Scripture says he was angry, there was no mention of anyone other than the three miserable comforters being present for the conversation. Maybe he was really there all along, but his sudden appearance feels like when Christ appeared in the room with the disciples after His resurrection. It says Elihu was angry that Job had justified himself rather than God, and angry that the three friends had no answer. He says he’s a young man, but that inspiration can come to anyone, and in him the Spirit of the Almighty was welling up like new wine in a wine-skin. He tells Job he is, according to Job’s previously expressed wish, here in God’s place, though he be made of clay, so there’s nothing to be afraid of.

He approaches Job on the relationship plane, saying You say you are pure and yet God has started treating you like an enemy; well He doesn’t have to answer for anything He does, but you are being unjust. God speaks repeatedly to warn people. Sometimes God speaks in dreams, sometimes with pain, to save people from their sin and pride. If anyone repents, God will restore him to righteousness. Again and again, God rescues them. With all His power and judgment, He will not afflict us.

Then Elihu turns to the three friends. He says, listen now and let’s figure out together what is good. Job says he is innocent but that God has taken away his vindication. Is there anyone like Job? This remark echoes nicely what the Father said in the beginning of the story.

Approaching the three friends on the good-evil plane, Elihu repeats some of their arguments, that God will not do wrong, and rewards everyone justly according to their deeds. He goes on to say that God is the ultimate in justice and He sees all.

This is all true. What’s more, even though God did not actually afflict Job directly (Satan did), He actually takes responsibility for it. After all, He did allow it to happen. What is unjust of Job is for him to say that he is being treated as a wicked man, one of God’s enemies, that he has lost his standing and he doesn’t know why; but we, the readers know. God permitted all these bad things to be done to Job, not to punish him, since there was nothing to punish him for, but to demonstrate to Satan and all the world the depths of his faith in and love for God. I am saying that these bad things that happened are not really bad. As with Christ’s suffering and death, these seemingly bad things were allowed, for which God takes responsibility, to accomplish something good. Elihu says (Job 37:5) “God thunders marvelously with his voice; great things he does, which we cannot comprehend.”

And suddenly, the Lord God himself speaks to Job out of a whirlwind. He says gird up your loins like a man, for I will ask you and demand an answer: where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth? Who set the dimensions of the universe? God goes on to ask questions we would consider rhetorical, whose asking points out Job’s lack of perspective, knowledge, and power. These questions, by the way, are full of cool hints about the nature of the universe and the earth in particular. God finishes by saying, so you who want to criticize, do you have the answers? Job says, I’m vile, what can I say? I will put my hand over my mouth, I’ve said enough already. God answers and goes another round, saying so you’re going to discredit my judgment just to prove you’re right? Go on, let’s see you do my job. And God goes on to describe what He does, again giving a lot of cool hints as to the nature of the world and some notable monsters, one of whom seems to symbolize pride. Job then confesses his mistake and apologizes.

Then the Lord God turns to Eliphaz and tells him and his friends that He is angry with them because they have not spoken of Him correctly, and the only way they can restore themselves with Him is by offering a sacrifice and asking Job to pray for them. Then, after Job prays for them, God restores Job to health and prosperity, and gives him seven more sons and three more daughters.

Notice that all through the story, the friends take turns speaking to Job; Job answers them back, and then turns and speaks to God directly; Elihu speaks first to the three friends, then to Job; Finally the Lord God speaks directly to Job, then to the friends. God chastens Job but defends him to the friends, as a loving father would his child. This was not a punishment: it was a trial of Job’s faith, allowing the whole world to see how great it was, more precious than gold.

So the sins of the friends are covered by a sacrifice and Job’s prayers; Job is elevated in his relationship with God, as a result of his response to chastisement, to an even better relationship than he had at the beginning. He lives a hundred and forty years after this, and see his children to the fourth generation.

8Kings of Israel - Saul and David

The children of Israel, after living in the promised land for some four hundred years, decided they wanted a king like other nations had. Up to that time, they had been “judged” by various prophets beginning with Joshua (well, really beginning with Moses). Remember, God wanted to be there Himself, speaking to the people, shepherding them directly; but the presence of God was so upsetting to the Israelites that they thought they were going to die whenever God spoke, so they told Moses, then Joshua, you talk with God and just tell us what to do. God acquiesced to this arrangement. At least He was still the acknowledged leader, and the prophet spoke to the people in His name.

A king would be a step further away from this and Samuel didn’t like it; and God told him, Listen to what they say; they haven’t rejected you: they have rejected me, that I should not reign over them. So go and tell them what it will be like to have a human king. Samuel goes and tells them, Here’s what it will be like: this king you want will take your sons and make them his household servants, your daughters too will become his cooks and bakers; he will take your best fields and vineyards and oliveyards and give them to his officers; he will take a tenth of all your stuff, and make you his slaves; and when you cry out to The Lord God, He will not hear you.

The people wanted a king anyway; they were willing to let a man rule over them if he would go and fight their battles for them. So Samuel finds them a king from among them. Saul was everything they expected. He was head and shoulders taller than anyone, and handsome. That is how Samuel describes him. This guy has the right stuff, to judge by the outward appearance, but soon enough we find out that there are problems with the heart.

First, Saul comes looking for Samuel in order to get some help in finding his father’s lost asses. God had told Samuel the day before that Saul was coming and this was to be the new king. When they meet, Samuel says, Don’t worry about the asses, for they have been found. Come with me to dinner and I will tell you all that is in your heart. Don’t you know that the heart of all Israel is set on you and your father’s house? Saul says, I’m a Benjamite, the smallest tribe of Israel, and my family the smallest clan of the Benjamites. Why are you talking to me like this?Saul’s reaction is not one of humility, but one of low self-esteem.

In his letter to the Romans, Paul advises us not to think of ourselves more highly than we ought, but to think “soberly, according to the measure of faith.” Now in these later times, we understand that a man also should not think of himself more lowly than he ought, and the one error is a reflection of the other. To think of oneself soberly is to esteem oneself accurately and in accord with the faith God has given in the heart. Too low self-esteem, just like too high, is the result of turning the Knowledge of Good and Evil upon yourself. You will not judge as God does.

Samuel places Saul at the most prominent seat in a dinner party of thirty and gives him the choice meat he has saved for the occasion. The next day, Samuel gets Saul alone and anoints him king and tells him what’s going to happen next. Among other things, Samuel says, “And the Spirit of I-AM will come upon you and you will be turned into another man.” Samuel then advises him to do as occasion serves, for God is with you. And so it was that when he had turned his back to go from Samuel, God gave him another heart: and all those signs came to pass.”

Saul gets home and tells his father about meeting Samuel and hearing that the asses were found, but does not reveal the part about becoming king. Later when all Israel is gathered before Samuel for the public, ceremonial identifying of the new king, Saul disrupts it by hiding himself. God tells where Saul is hidden and they go and fetch him, and finish the job of making him king.

Saul still seems not to get it. He just goes home and tends to the family cattle. Then he hears about a threat to the clan of Jabesh and the Spirit of God falls on him, changing his heart again. He takes command and gets all Israel to go and fight, winning the victory again. Then he goes back in triumph to Gilgal to see Samuel and re-establish his kingship. Samuel once more explains to them the offense that wanting a king is to God, and this time they seem convinced; but they still want to have their king. They ask Samuel to pray for them. See, they still don’t want to talk to God directly. Samuel says, “Fear not; you have done all this wickedness; yet turn not aside from following the LORD, but serve the LORD with all your heart.” God is even now willing to overlook their offense if they would only turn their hearts toward him. God gave His reluctant blessing on the king, and will let that stand, as long as the people will worship Him and not some idol or their king in His place. This is a good illustration of how He considers the heart and relationships above issues of Good and Evil, even though He is fully capable of judging on that basis. God knows that Good vs Evil is not the basis on which to judge, even for Him. Samuel finishes this exchange with, “Only fear I-AM and serve Him in truth with all your heart; for consider how great things He has done for you. But if you will still do wickedly, you will be consumed, both you and your king.” As Jesus points out much later, God is a spirit, and those who worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth, not just go through the motions. Of course, both Saul and the people turn aside. This loving God, so worthy of being loved, has chosen the most ornery, good-and-evil-oriented tribe of people on earth to be called by His name. They test the limits of His mercy and love, revealing some of them for us.

God tells Samuel to go to Jesse, another Bethlehemite, because He has provided Himself a king among his sons. It’s clear that the cultural expectation, ie the collective Knowledge of Good and Evil, is that Jesse’s oldest son, another big good-looking guy, is the Lord’s choice, and even Samuel judges by the outward appearance; but God says no, don’t look at his handsome face or height. I-AM does not see as man sees things; for man looks on the outward appearance but I-AM looks on the heart. Eventually Jesse runs out of sons to show Samuel, and they have to go and fetch David, not because he was hiding like Saul did, but because he was the youngest and thus stuck with shepherd duty, since this king stuff obviously had nothing to do with him. He too is healthy and handsome, but he is the one that the LORD tells Samuel to anoint as the new king. Samuel does it in front of all David’s brothers. The Spirit of God comes upon David, but unlike with Saul, he doesn’t get “another heart”. The one he has is just fine.

In fact, when Samuel describes David to Saul, he says God has sought a man after His own heart. David is one of the most thoroughly described people in the Bible. Not only are many of his adventures told in the books of Samuel, but in the Psalms we have extensive illustration of his inner thoughts and meditations. David was courageous, and crafty. He was a talented musician and composer. He was passionate and childlike, at least when it came to worshiping God. Though David was a sinner like the rest of us, and his sins had consequences for Israel to this day, yet in his heart he loved God. “My heart is fixed,” he says in Psalm 57 and elsewhere. His love of God may not always have guided his choices, but it was always there.

Perhaps the easiest story to understand is David’s victory over Goliath. The only reason he was even there was, as the youngest, his mother sent him to the battle to bring his brothers some food. When he sees Goliath come out and taunt the army of Israel, he is incensed that anyone should get away with insulting God, that was how he saw it. So he goes to Saul and says let me kill this guy. Saul says you’re just a kid! David says I have defended my sheep against lions and bears, and so will it be with this uncircumcised Philistine, who defies the armies of the living god. Saul tries to fit him out in armour and a sword, but David rejects them, being unfamiliar with such equipment. As he says to Goliath, you come at me with a sword and spear, but I come in the name of I-AM of armies, the god of the armies of Israel. Acting in faith, believing he was obeying God, was all the armour David needed.

One of the worst mistakes David makes is when he sees Bathsheba, a woman of great beauty, bathing herself on the roof at night. The reason she is out there is she is fulfilling the Law after finishing menstruation. David asks who she is, and sends some messengers to bring her to him. Apparently, kings of Israel are no different from the kings Abraham encountered in his travels, and nobody bats an eye at the idea that he wants her, even though she is married. He takes her and gets her pregnant while her husband, Uriah the Hittite, is off fighting for him. After David finds out she’s pregnant, he calls for Uriah to come see him, figuring he will sleep with his wife when he gets home and no one the wiser. Uriah proves to be a noble soldier who sleeps with the servants instead, out of esprit de corps, even after David tries to get him drunk. So David conspires to have him killed in battle, and then takes Bathsheba into his house. She becomes his wife and bears him a son. Again, nobody else in this story seems to bat an eye at this cowardly betrayal (though nobody but David has all the pieces of the story), but the narrator of this story, whom I take to be the Spirit of God by the hand of Samuel, says plainly, “But the thing that David had done displeased I-AM.” Just in case you were wondering. In the First Book of Kings, 15:5 it says, “...David did that which was right in the eyes of I-AM, and turned not aside from any thing that He commanded him all the days of his life, save only in the matter of Uriah the Hittite.”

God (via the prophet Nathan) tells him a parable illustrating how He sees it, and then says that the sword will never depart from his house because “you have despised me.” He also declares that “I will raise up evil against you out of your own house, and I will take your wives right before your eyes and give them to your neighbor. You did this [took your neighbor’s wife] secretly, but I will do it in broad daylight.”

Adultery and abuse of power are two things God complains about more than most other sins; and yet David is said to be a man “after God’s own heart”. So in what way is he similar to God’s heart? In this moment of public rebuke, David repents from his Knowledge of Good and Evil, turning instead toward his love and trust in God. He says, “I have sinned against I-AM.” He might have told himself and Nathan that it was for the good of the country, as politicians everywhere have justified themselves to this day. David had even declared that the man in the parable, who turns out to be himself, should die because he had no pity. But Nathan answers, I-AM has put away your sin: you will not die; but because you have given great occasion to the enemies of I-AM to blaspheme, the child is going to die. Here is the lesson about God’s heart: He wants to live by life and love and relationship, not out of right and wrong. Thus He forgives sins, when we turn toward Him. But there are consequences.

Now comes one more illustration of David’s relationship with God: he goes into fasting and prayer, hoping to change God’s mind. When the child dies, David gives it up, saying, “I will go to him, but he will not return to me.” He is the God of the living and not the dead.

Jesus, the Adam v2.0

He was born of a woman, but not conceived with a man, thus escaping the vandalism of Adam v1.1, for whom the whole world was cursed and even now groans until Jesus’ glory is fully revealed. He was human, yet he was able to live his life without resorting to the Knowledge of Good and Evil. He lived his life in a loving relationship with God the Father. This made him often misunderstood, even by his disciples. Many of the incidents recorded in the Gospels are confusing when viewed through the lens of the Knowledge of Good and Evil; by examining some of them perhaps we can illustrate this idea.

1 What Did the Virgin Birth Do For Jesus?

Most people know that Jesus was born of a virgin, and that he lived a life without sin. At least that is the claim, and I believe it. Of course there are skeptics who question whether a woman could conceive by the Holy Spirit, and of course they really believe that Mary simply lied about having sex. But if you accept the idea that Mary did not have sex with any man before she allowed God to impregnate her (which she plainly stated to the angel who visited her), the question is why did that get Jesus out from under original sin? He was still born of a woman after all. And ALL, men and women, have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, including Mother Mary.

I believe that the answer lies in the difference between men and women, between Adam and Eve. Recall that it was Adam who was made out of the dust (heb.
adamah) of the universe: he was made from the elements of the physical creation. The woman was made from a piece of the living Adam, not from adamah. And so, it was Adam's sin that brought sin into the world (Romans 5:12-14). The woman was beguiled - such a more accurate idea than merely 'deceived' - into eating the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Adam did it knowing full well that it was against God's command; he did it simply because Eve put it in front of him, typical guy; but they both received the knowledge of good and evil. When you look at God's reaction to this, you see that the consequences of her sin were visited upon Eve's body (and those of her daughters), but the consequences of Adam's sin were visited upon the whole world.

So it is that the generations of Adam, propagating out from him like a wave of smoke, inherit the knowledge of good and evil, which causes us all to go astray. Jesus avoided this inheritance by being conceived by God himself. This is a mystery, but having God for his father disrupted that original sin nature. He gained his authentic human nature from Mary his mother, and so was able to live a life, if only for 33 years, in loving fellowship with the Father as we were all originally designed to do.

If all he had wanted to do was set an example, he could have gone on living indefinitely, to the utter confusion of everyone around him; but there was much more to the plan, of course. He voluntarily gave up his life for us, a spotless sacrifice for sin that ultimately broke its power, and God raised Him from the dead a glorified new Adam. Now we too can choose to give up our lives, in a metaphorical way, surrendering our will to the Father by identifying with Jesus the Christ, ie the anointed sacrifice, and God will raise us up too, in Christ. Following Him out of love, we can receive the power to live life rejecting the knowledge of good and evil, abiding with the Father and the Son in the Spirit now and in the world to come.

2 When Jesus was a Child

When he was twelve years old, Jesus went with his family to Jerusalem for the Passover feast. They did this every year with a company of other pilgrims, walking from Nazareth. On the way home, Joseph and Mary didn’t notice that Jesus had stayed behind, but supposing that he was somewhere in the group, they went a day’s journey toward Nazareth. When they stopped for the night they couldn’t find him. You don’t have to be a Jewish mother to imagine that they were really upset about this! Far being an example of child-neglect, as some people these days might suppose, this was a fairly reasonable misunderstanding on their part. Still, they started back to Jerusalem looking for him, and searched for three days before they found him sitting in the Temple. This kid was not just sitting quietly, lost and lonely – he was discussing the scriptures with the rabbis, and everyone who heard him was amazed at the things he was saying. When Mary comes up and says, Son, how could you do this to us? Your father and I have been searching for you for three days! The kid answers, Why were you searching? Didn’t you know that I must be in my father’s house?

Though it sounds like a smart-aleck answer, it really wasn’t. Jesus knew who his real father was, and he couldn’t imagine why his family would not figure that he was there. I want to point out here that Mary is quoted as saying “Your father and I” referring to Joseph. No doubt this is simply a relational shorthand and not the seed of some conspiracy theory or argument about the Gospel being inconsistent. Joseph undoubtedly took on the role of Jesus’ father in the practical day-to-day life of the family. I myself have six grandchildren with whom I have no direct biological connection, but the relationship exists. On the other hand, this was a moment when it became important for Jesus to clarify things.

He may have had a youthful lack of perspective, but he didn’t mean it as any kind of disrespect. It’s pretty easy to imagine how the kid heard some rabbi say something and started talking to him about it, and the conversation just went on from there – for three days! That may not have been so unusual in that culture, having long discussions of the scriptures among a bunch of elite rabbis, but for such a discussion to include a twelve-year-old would have been unheard of. It must have been a fascinating discussion. This did not mark the beginning of Jesus ministry either. No, he went home and “was subject” to Joseph and Mary, growing up with increasing wisdom and favor with God and his community. The Scripture says nothing more about Jesus’ childhood. The next thing we hear about is when he began his ministry at “about the age of thirty”.

3 When Jesus Was Baptised

In the fifteenth year of Tiberius Caesar, John the son of Zacharias came out of the wilderness where he had been living and started proclaiming that the Kingdom of Heaven was immanent and everyone needed to get ready for the coming of Messiah. Something about his preaching had many people convinced and they all come out to see him by the river Jordan. When the crowd got there, John said to them, “Oh, you brood of snakes! Who warned you to flee the wrath to come?”

Not the most welcoming message; but people hadn’t really turned to God. They thought they were doing okay under the Law of Moses. They were God’s chosen people. Their Knowledge of Good and Evil had them justifying themselves and it was always the other guy who was a sinner. Once John convinced them that they too needed to get straight, they asked, as they had been asking since Moses, “what do we need to do?”

John did not have a pat little formula; he wanted them to turn toward the Lord God. Some examples he gave as indicating that people had done this (which he characterized as “fruits worthy of repentance”, were for tax collectors to only collect what was owed under the law (not as much as they could scare people out of), or those who had two coats giving one of them to someone who had none.

As a way of demonstrating their repentance, they would allow John or one of his disciples to dip (greek, ‘baptismos’) them in the water, ceremonially washing away their old sins. John was forceful enough that people wondered if he himself might be the Anointed One; but he insisted he was not, and that the one who was coming after him was so much greater that he, John, was unworthy to even loosen his sandal laces. “I am baptizing you in water, but He will baptize you in the Holy Spirit.”

When Jesus comes into the middle of this scene, wanting to be baptized like the others, John is surprised. “I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?” he asks. Clearly he did not think Jesus had need of any repentance, and he was correct. Jesus had never erred into conducting his life on any basis but loving and pleasing God. “Let it be so now,” Jesus answers, “for thus it becomes us to fulfill all righteousness.” So John baptized him, and when he came out of the water, John saw the Spirit of God come down from Heaven like a dove and rest on him. There was also a voice from Heaven saying, “This is my beloved son, in whom I am well pleased.” These were signs that John had been told to watch for, and so when he saw them, he confirmed for the crowd that this truly was the Anointed One, the son of God. I truly believe that this action fulfilled both John’s and Jesus’ rightful relationship, to each other and to God.

As with the baptism of John, so also the baptism of Jesus, as performed by his disciples, is an outward sign, a confession to the world, of an inward change in the believer: we don’t get baptized in water in order to enter the body of Christ: we get baptized in water to signify that we have been baptized into the body of Christ.

4 When Jesus Was Tempted By the Adversary

Matthew 4; Luke 4

Right after Jesus was baptized by John, he was led by the Spirit of God into the wilderness and fasted for forty days. And you might not think this necessary, but the Scripture takes the trouble to say, “and afterward he was hungry.” If you have ever been led by the Spirit to fast (and I hope you have), you will know that you don’t especially feel hungry. Jesus did, perhaps because the time of fasting was coming to an end. So Satan comes to him and says, “If you’re the son of God, command these stones to become bread.” This attitude of “prove it” comes up often during Jesus’ ministry. But Jesus has nothing to prove. His equality with God was nothing to be grasped at; for him it was a simple abiding truth. “Man does not live by bread alone,” he quotes, “but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.” Jesus asserts that we are more than just physical beings. Even though he was hungry, and it’s a simple bit of good/bad thinking to say if you’re hungry it would be good to eat, Jesus demonstrates that there are larger issues. Food isn’t the only thing that keeps us alive: “My food is to do the will of Him who sent me,” Jesus says after his talk with the Samaritan woman at Jacob’s well.

Matthew and Luke tell the next two incidents in a different order, so I infer that the order doesn’t much matter. Satan takes him to a pinnacle of the Temple in Jerusalem and says, “If you’re the son of God, throw yourself down,” and quotes Scripture at him to effect that angels will protect him. Jesus answers that the Scripture also says don’t put Yahweh your God to the test. Satan’s legal reasoning is just more Knowledge of Good and Evil looking at the surface, without wisdom. Such reasoning has caused much suffering in the world. Satan also takes him to the top of a high mountain and shows him all the kingdoms of the earth, saying I’ll give them all to you if you fall down and worship me. Having tried to beguile, which after all worked with Eve, Satan resorts to a bald-faced bribe. It didn’t work. This temptation is at once much greater and much more obviously a ploy to betray his love for the Father, and Jesus answers, “Get outa here, Satan! It is written that you shall worship Yahweh your God, and Him only shall you serve.” Jesus’ love of the Father gave him the strength not to betray Him.

5 When Jesus Healed On the Sabbath

When he got back from his temptations in the wilderness, Jesus starts preaching that the kingdom of Heaven is “at hand” and starts healing people and casting out devils. Coming on the heels of John’s tremendously successful preaching, the fame of Jesus spreads throughout the region. On several occasions, the Scriptures tell of him going into the synagogue on the sabbath day and healing someone. The reaction of the scribes and Pharisees, self-appointed experts in the Law of Moses, is to take offense at his doing work on the sabbath day. Jesus directly challenges their idea of how to keep the sabbath day holy. “Which of you, having a sheep that fell into a pit on the sabbath day, doesn’t go and pull it out?” When they didn’t answer, Mark records that Jesus looked around at them “with anger, being grieved at the hardness of their hearts.” Then he healed the man right in their faces. Rather than thank God for a miracle of healing, they are outraged and “take counsel together how they might destroy him”. Jesus broke their idea of The Rules. We have often heard men in history complaining about people breaking “God’s law”. How often has it been merely their own self-serving idea of that?

6 The Sermon on the Mount

After beginning to preach that the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand, and healing all kinds of illnesses and casting out demons, gathering a big following and getting into trouble with the religious leaders, Jesus goes up into a mountain. When the crowd settles around him, he starts to teach them a radically different interpretation of the Law and the Prophets. Among other things, Jesus makes clear (or tries to) that there is an underlying truth behind the commandments.

For example, he says that you heard it said by the ancient ones, you shall not kill; but I say to you that whoever is angry with his brother without cause, whoever calls his brother a fool, is liable to judgment under that precept. One of the commandments is that you shall not commit adultery, but Jesus says if you so much as look on a woman lustfully, you have already committed adultery with her in your heart. So the commandments express certain forbidden behaviours, but Jesus equates them to the innermost attitudes of the heart of man. Over and over again, Jesus gives examples of the difference in this sermon. And all who hear it are astonished at the idea. Don’t divorce your wife? Love your enemies? Do your charitable giving secretly? Don’t pray those officially sanctioned formulaic prayers to God?

God sees your heart: he knows what you mean, what you need, what you want. Trust Him. Don’t worry about what you will eat or what clothes you’re going to wear. Finally, God is pushing back on the ancient attitude of “just tell us what to do”. Jesus makes it clear that God loves us and he longs for us to love Him. On that basis we are to live our lives, not by a bunch of laws. By grace we are not above the law: we are beyond it.

7 Further Pushback on the Law

In Mark 7 and elsewhere, the Scribes and Pharisees critcize Jesus and his disciples for not washing their hands before they eat. Mark goes on to mention that the Jews observe many rules about ritual washing of their hands, their utensils, and their tables. To their astonishment, Jesus answers that it isn’t what goes into a man that defiles him, but what comes out of him. Later he explains to the disciples that food just goes into the belly, not into the heart, again making clear that it is the heart that God is interested in. Even they did not understand how that could be so. The Law does set out rules about these things – but Jesus complains that they spend all their time following the physical rules and ignore the deeper, spiritual rules, like honor your father and mother. They tithe down to the mint and cumin, but ignore the matters of mercy and compassion and justice. Jesus quotes Isaiah to them, “This people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me.” He complains that they weasel out of God’s commandments with their traditions.



In closing, I want to reiterate that I hope I have helped you see things in a more loving light, and that your view of the Scriptures, the World, and yourself will be more loving than it was.